Sunday, 12 February 2023

Self Discovery

So, i am back here, after an extremely long gap. the inspiration comes from inspiring students to journal. In the SEL course. 

IDENTITY

Who am I? I am a 

woman - fair, pretty but jhalli.... "a beautiful women bent on looking ugly" 
teacher
Doctorate 
Hindu - devout
spiritual seeker
Punjabi 
upper middle class 
asthete - rasik - lover of all that is beautiful- nature, art, music, poetry
divorcee 
deeply attached to my family - integral to who I am
obese and sedentary 
almost apolitical 
earning quite well 
friendly
helpful 
linguophile - good with words 
good cook 
not ambitious 
going with the flow - not a strategist 
casual attitude 
miser 
low on self confidence and self worth 
poor communication skills
lazy 

WHO I WANT TO BE? 
confident
fit 
better communication skills
hard working 
disciplined
aware 
better attitude and commitment 
more action than dreams 

What stops me from doing all these things - 

unpredictable, irregular routine 
too much screen time 
too much time over the children 
lack of planning 
lack of focus and commitment to goals 
LAZINESS 

How to overcome these
Establish routine and follow it 
journal 
plan 






Friday, 7 December 2018

On Marx

Karl Marx is one of the most influential writers ever. His writing has not only inspired more writing, but also peoples into revolution, and the creation of socialist states all over the world.

i regard him in great esteem. i share the anguish over the unequal distribution of resources, and would love to see this problem resolved - and, like Marx, i am also sure that its resolution would lead to a more just, humane, equal world, where most of us could find peace, joy and the possibilities of realizing our potentials.  Unfortunately, Marx's idea of disbanding private property did not work, and most socialist coutniters have - partially or fully, offically or unofficially - reverted to some for m of capitalism. Weber, and many others have written much about why it wasa doomed project, right from he begining (as Marx did not take power into account as a resource, and as a great influencer of socail action).

My ideas are on other counts, though. i have always questioned his economic determinism, even as a young student,and i stand by that today. dozens of writers have shown how power, religion, identity, gender and other factors can become "prime movers" of social action.

regarding his conflict theory, my point is that consensus underlies the social conflict between the opposite social groups, as all of them agree on the rules of the game. rarely, there is someone who will question this ill distribution of resources. the opposing classes conflict with each other, along rules that are tactily agreed upon, without being overtly established, discussed or transgressed.

the other point i wish to make about his theory is that private property does not seem to me to be an artificial construct. Marriage is also a form of ownership of women, and not just control over their labor and reproductive powers and sexuality. i think that just like other higher mammals, man has a biological territorial propensity. men (and women) mark things and people and spaces and ideas as their own. Such an idea of ownership probably predates history. therefore, it is extremely difficult, if not impossible to do away with private property.

Thursday, 26 September 2013

New idea on tech cap

JAI SAI RAM

This is my new blog about my internal life. it will cover intellectual and spritual pursuits, ideas, readings and more. 

For today, lets start with the new ideas that i have to develop

1. human capital
2. cultural reproduction
3. research HITW alumni to find out if this learning really helped them.
4. Another paper is possible on Educomp Smart School
5. There was another one on the sense of self in phemonology - how this theory thinks it is social, but the social is one aspect of me - how about self reflection, conversation..... all of that whic i do essentially by myself.


Also there was this new idea that i could edit a book on ict in education or teacher education with chapters written by my former associates of Intel:

1. Veera Gupta,
2. Sushma Sharma,
3. K Rama,
4. Mohd. Siddiqui, 
5. Meera Balachandran
6. Anuradha Sen
7. Vinod Kanwaria?
8. Aruna Grover
9. Pranita Gopal
10. M. U. Paily
11. Utpal Maalik
12. Vasudha Kamat
13. Raja Ram Sharma
14. Punya Mishra
15. Surinder Dahiya
16. D R Goel
17. Sulabha Nataraj
18. Sansanwal
19. MS Sudhakar
20. Gurjeet / Jessy
21. Anshul Sonak
22. Monica Mehan
23. Rashmi Chari
24. Ramesh Ghanta
25. TKS Lakshmi 
26.